i m ermx. down? dunno. bt den juz feel weird.
watched France vs Switzerland ytd... so slpt quite lil.. bt a lot compared to my sis.. coz dey watched Brazil dat match.. -.- i cant tahan.. n nt dat interested.. so i went to slp...
aniwae.. 2dae miracle happened.. my sis act dun mind goin to eat 生面... so went to eat.. @ campus 2 dere... n had my 豆花水... =) so full aft dat...
den went out w my sis.. go town.. go shop for my sis's fren's present... c lots of wallets! [i wan buy..] n bags n hmm.. dunno leix.. juz go c all dat kinda stuffs... den went far east so called my world.. dat's wat my sis sae... din walk much.. coz no money so no mood to shop.. hahax... den went to ZINC to c my bag.. bt i cant find it.. hmmm.. bt i guess i may nt buy aft all... abit sian.. hahax.. will c how lorx.. =P
on da way to town... den my sis givin mi a spellin test.. hahax... tryin deir best to give mi words dat i duno how to spell.. ended up wat kills mi? cardigan... -.- hahax... juz dunno how to spell it.. baaaa. wateva...
came back n watched green forest... i guess i m alwaes lyk dat... dun really lyk da main leads.. juz lk those hu so 默默地付出... lk Owen in green forest.. hmmm.. i dunno leix.. i hope i m nt one of dem wen i grew up... bt i guess i will b dat kind.. hmmm.. den 可怜自己? lk dat is pathetic.. lalala... will c how bahx.. bt Owen really v. 可怜.. bt den it's Sophie's choice.. den Susan oso v. 悲.. does she really lk Owen.. i tink so bahx... haix... sad sad sad... 可怜的欧文...
den ermx... i guess i wasnt dat kind of pple my sis tink i m... inspirin bks... my sis sae we all noe diz kinda tings.. y still nid buy dat... hmm.. i guess i m someone hu nid motivation now n den... pple tink i dun nid.. so i guess i nid to find it fr other sources lk inspirin bks, 生命无缺, etc...
n dun sae i m hardworkin.. i tink everyone is equal hardworkin.. everyone is equal smart.. stop tokin u r stupid or wateva rubbish... i duno wat lahx.
i guess i will lose all my frenz soon or ltr.. dunno y.. juz feel it dat well.. kinda 心有余而力不足... will really try to maintain fs n get back wat i lost... wen i finished my As... i m dat kind of 1goal person.. guess to do mani tings @ a time i try to kill myself only... bt i can if i wan.. c how lorx... =P
din study anitin 2da.e. din study much ytd. damn... i nid to focus. damn. i cant focus!! i nid 小叮当... hu can give mi one? i will b better dan 大雄.... i itnk i can.. lalala.
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